There definitely comes a time in your life when you realise what you want and what you deserve can be two completely different things. A lot of my past experiences have influenced who i am today and shown me what i do and then definitely dont want in life, especially when it comes to relationships. I am far from perfect, and although i am quite happy with a lot of aspects in my life, there is room for improvement in the others. I am trying my best to be positive and take each day as it comes, yet sometimes days can be harder than others. It is hard sometimes to pick yourself up when you feel down. To breakyour thought patterns and be careful not to over analyse and over think things.Also, when you have been hurt in the past or know you did something that hurt someone else at the time, and you catch yourself about to make the same choice.
I know my family and friends accept me for who i am and understand i need my personal space, but sometimes its more comforting and settling to the mind and emotions to be arou
nd people that lo
ve
and appreciate you, instead of being alone.
I usually am a positiveperson who is full of joy and love for life. I guess i enjoy coversation and laughter, and made to feel important in other peoples lives especially with your partner. I find sometimes i say something and get excited about things but the excitment isnt reciprocated. Maybe what i say just isnt that interesting... i mean, maybe im just used to people being a lot more outgoing and excited by my ideas rather than complacent and reserved.
